February 23, 2012
Oh yeah, I stil draw a comic. And now Jeff is dead. Because there’s still a death ray.

Also, after about a year and a half off, I made another appointment with a therapist. The session basically went as follows:
"I don’t know. I go home, and I can’t focus on anything, and I have a hard time prioritizing, because everything just makes me feel overwhelmingly anxious"
 “Well, coming up on graduation, that’s a scary time in your life, you don’t know what to do, and the economy is in a recession right now, so you’re concerned about finding a job”

"No, I’m really not that concerned about that. I mean, it’s a thing I’m worried about, but that’s just one thing. I’m talking about EVERYTHING. I’m really not that worried about graduating"
"It’s very stressful being a senior. Especially with this economy."
"No. I’m really not that worried about the economy. I’m just worried."
"Do they even have job fairs for the sort of stuff you want to do? Maybe you should try to get an internship."
"This isn’t what I wanted to talk about"
"You just need to remember two things. Anxiety is fear turned inward. Depression is just anger turned inward."
"Great, that’s cool, but how do I stop being afraid then?"
"It’s a really scary time right now. With the economy the way it is, you’re going to have a hard time finding a job after you get out of school."

Oh yeah, I stil draw a comic. And now Jeff is dead. Because there’s still a death ray.

Also, after about a year and a half off, I made another appointment with a therapist. The session basically went as follows:

"I don’t know. I go home, and I can’t focus on anything, and I have a hard time prioritizing, because everything just makes me feel overwhelmingly anxious"
“Well, coming up on graduation, that’s a scary time in your life, you don’t know what to do, and the economy is in a recession right now, so you’re concerned about finding a job”
"No, I’m really not that concerned about that. I mean, it’s a thing I’m worried about, but that’s just one thing. I’m talking about EVERYTHING. I’m really not that worried about graduating"
"It’s very stressful being a senior. Especially with this economy."
"No. I’m really not that worried about the economy. I’m just worried."
"Do they even have job fairs for the sort of stuff you want to do? Maybe you should try to get an internship."
"This isn’t what I wanted to talk about"
"You just need to remember two things. Anxiety is fear turned inward. Depression is just anger turned inward."
"Great, that’s cool, but how do I stop being afraid then?"
"It’s a really scary time right now. With the economy the way it is, you’re going to have a hard time finding a job after you get out of school."

January 26, 2012
1: This dude came into the shop the other day, he said he wanted his name in script, and an eagle clutching his name, and his name is bleeding, and then the blood turns into the american flag. When asked what it meant by whatever sarcastic asshole asked him, he responded only "Freedom".
2: ...
1: Not kidding.
2: That's kinda amazing.
1: He didn't get it. You're more than welcome to snag his idea.
2: I... don't think I could handle something like that. Maybe when I'm bald, have a handlebar mustache and ride a motorcycle everywhere.
1: I believe in you.
August 26, 2011

I got cornered by an old dude with a radio, which he turned on, announcing “can’t get this off an MP3 player”.And then spent the next two minutes asking me if the 60s folk that was playing was “The Kurt Cobain Band” or “Guns And Roses”. I finally brushed past him saying “dude, I have no idea. I only listen to improvisational jazz.”